Thanks God I found you

This song here has got nothing to do with my lyrics underneath. I just wanted to post it here cuz I really like it and when Mariah sings “Thank God I found you” I just think of God and my relationship to him/her. That’s why my lyrics start in the same way…

Thanks God I found you
I was so lost without you.
You free my mind
You liberate my soul
God – you are my peace of mind.
Now that I know the truth
and the mystery is out of the hemisphere
I feel this cold wind
on my skin.
Internally. Firmly.

Thundering from the sky
these are my tears, cuz ya know I cry.
Yeah, I cry…and at the same time I fly.
And I yell
to prevent me to touch hell.
In this shell I rebel
Cuz there’s lightening
piercing my soul
And I don’t wanna cry no more.
I don’t wanna fear no more.
I don’t wanna be reclusive no more.
It’s sucking my blood.

And here you make me rise
In this amazing paradise
without disguise
you make me realize
that everything…
I don’t need to formalize
nor compromise.
Just finalize!

God, you are my peace of mind.
You make me live my poetry
unleashing me from being blind.

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warm tears

warm tears

Sometimes I feel ice is touching my soul
and freezing it.
That’s when I find it hard to say
a word.
Have you every had this feeling…
when you cannot open your lips?
That’s when I feel
I need to free my soul
from that pain that is suffocating
my existence.
Then I cry,
and warm tears are dropping down my face.
That’s when I feel
That’s when I feel
I am still alive.


healing from within: the psychosomatic man

healing without medicine
People link healing to medicine, a science which treats the human being as a machine rather than as a being. A human being is a being and not a machine. That’s why medicine has failed. This, however, is not the only reason. Medicine has also failed because it treats the symptom and not the patient. The painkiller or whatever chemical substance doctors prescribe only attenuate the pain. They disillusion the patient and make him unaware of the pain which still exists inside his soul and body rather than going to the source and finding out why the patient feels that way.

Healing happens without medicine.
Medicine creates more sickness.
It is poison.

Healing happens within.
Medication happens at the surface – outside the soul.

Medication “heals” the pain (outside).
Meditation heals the sickness (inside).

Healing needs to happen from within.
Through meditation.
Meditation is the only healing power.

I reject mainstream medicine (allopathy) because, as anything else, it is just another tool used by the system to control human beings and to make them numb, unaware, stupid and ignorant. Today, people don’t need to take drugs anymore in order to be numb. The system is making sure that numbness becomes the status of the human being in every day life.
The system is using its knowledge or science and is presenting it so well to us. They use discourse power, manipulative words. They talk about the development of modernity or the development of science as if it is something to celebrate. And people follow. They drink too much of the “development” bottle which contains a bad virus. So, they end up believing that today we are living in a developed and advanced world thanks to the technological and scientific advancements in the medical field, which apparently contributed to a high decrease of the mortality rate in the “developed” countries and an increase in longevity.
If we are really so developed then why is humanity suffering so much? Why do people get cancer, headaches, etc? These are all diseases or pains that are unknown in most Southern countries. My grandmother who lives in a village and who has always lived simple and natural, has never experienced all these pains and when she feels some sort of pain then she heals herself with herbs or meditation. This way is what today is know as “indigenous knowledge” and which is not considered a developed science. The only result is that my grandmother is healed and those who live a modern metropolitan life are filled with chemical pills and painkillers in order to “heal”. Who is the developed one now, my granny or the “system people”?
The truth is that we all possess healing power. It lies within us. We have only forgotten it and are too taken by the “developments” of modern science. Of course, the system, does not like people like me – people who are here to reawaken our lost truth, our own healing power.

I have always been cleaned and never taken any sort of medicine.
I am so grateful to my mum who decided to heal me naturally when I had fiver at 40 degrees. She strengthened my immune system so much that my body reproduces anti-corps without any effort.
A healed person, however, is not a person who combats his sickness, but a person who remains healthy and healed. Healing, therefore, is a natural state of the human being who by nature was born conscious and aware. An aware person goes deep into his soul and knows exactly what is happening to him right from the start of his existence. An aware person does not need a doctor because he will always be healthy and healed. Being healthy is our nature.
Those who have forgotten about their beautiful nature can find their path and get their healing power back.
They need to go from medication to mediation, like Osho says.

doctors are not healers
In line with this I’d like to outline the difference between a doctor and a healer, in case you are convinced that a doctor is a healer.

Doctors cure the patient after he has fallen sick.
Healers maintain the patient healthy.

Doctors make you unaware of the pain without killing it. As a result, the disease will remain and properly spread, but you won’t notice it at the moment only.
Healers show you the way of meditation through which you see the root of the pain and are able to destroy it.

Doctors are doers.
Healers are non-doers.

For example, aspirin represses – anger remains hidden inside you, violence goes on raging inside you. You only keep the alarm shut, that’s all. Nothing changes, only the alarm is no longer there. This goes on and on, and it becomes more and more accumulated. It may give you cancer.
Real health needs to happen somewhere inside you, in your subjectivity, in your consciousness, because consciousness knows no birth, no death. It is eternal. And to be healthy in consciousness means: first, to be awake; second, to be harmonious; third, to be ecstatic, and forth, to be compassionate (Osho 1994, 29-34).

our wholeness
I agree with Osho according to who Western science has viewed man as a separate unit. Man, however, is an organic unity who needs not only the treatment of the part that is sick. The sick part is only the symptom that the whole organism is going through difficulties. The sick part is only showing it because it is the weakest. If you treat the sick part only, the disease will still remain since the sick part is just a part of the wholeness (Osho 1994, 35).
Western medicine ignores the soul of the man.
Man is soul – mind and spirit in a body.
Man is psychosomatic.
“Western medicine does not accept that there is any subject in you. It only accepts your body; it does not accept you (Osho 1994, 37).
Sickness is objective and the feeling of well-being is subjective. Therefore, there cannot be one unique medicine that cures the same sickness in different patients since the result will be different.
The illness is the same in every human being, for instance, let’s say it is cancer, while the source of this illness is different in every human being- it can be anger, feelings of rejection, oppression, repression, etc. All these feelings have a different nature, but the same result: cancer.
Cancer, therefore, cannot be prevented or healed through medicine (objectivity), but through meditation (subjectivity).

fragmenting our wholeness is the cause of all diseases
It is worth noticing how the system actually produces the virus (religions, doctrines, rules, etc) in order to classify people and give them certain rules they need to obey to. At the same time it produces the antivirus, namely the medicine to “cure” the people from their sickness. Pay attention: religions, for instance, or any other doctrine, are just labels full of rules which ought to be followed by the people. How can the people follow rules if they are wild by nature and will therefore, sooner or later, reject their own religion?
Sooner or later people will realize that they can actually not fit into the box they have chosen or were given on the day they were born. So, they start rebelling or struggling inside. The system and any other outer body (family, school etc) will make them feel guilty and convince them that they are not good people, that they are not behaving well or according to the criteria of a good human being. This manipulation has a strong impact on the psyche and consciousness of a human being. It drives him crazy, insane. This madness is the pain that he will feel and which the doctor wants to “cure” with medicine, namely another substance that comes from the outside rather than making him focus on the inside. The truth is that doctors are members of the system. They have no intention of making thier patient focus on their inside. That’s why medicine is considered the best means to “cure” people. In reality, however, medicine has failed. Medicine is the outer substance. Meditation is the inner substance. Inner pain can only be healed inside, within.

health is the presence of health
Health is NOT the absence of sickness, but a state of well-being.
Health has nothing to do with sickness. So, why is mainstream interfering again and giving it a negative connotation?
Again, I’d like to invite people to pay attention to discourse and the way the system manipulates society with the use of words. It’s a strategic and well organized game they are playing.
Making humanity sick is their benefit. It is the interest of capitalism.
If everyone knew this secret, capitalism would not survive since there would be no need for medicine, doctors, science, etc.
The system wants to hypnotize us. By following the system we are deviated from our own truth, our own power of existence. We have lost this wisdom which lies inside of us and is now covered with all the layers or concepts constructed by the system.

being healthy rather than becoming healthy
As Confucius says, everybody should pay the doctor for keeping him healthy, not for curing him. If he falls sick, then the expenses go on the doctor; the medicines and all the expenses – and his salary will be cut too because he has not been taking care of the man (Osho 1994, 34).
We are doing exactly the opposite. We are paying doctors for “curing” us with medicine or poison.
“You treat one disease, but you treat it with poison: the disease will be gone but the poison will be left in the system. It is a fact and proof that man will be able to live at least three hundred years; that is a scientific estimate. His body has the possibility to go on renewing itself for three hundred years. So, whatever we have been doing is basically wrong because man dies at seventy (Osho 1994, 39).

communicate to the energy
Gregg Braden gives us a very detailed explanation of how our energy works in the Divine Matrix.
The Divine Matrix is the energy field which surrounds us, and to which we can talk through the vibrations of our heart. These vibrations are feelings which emanate a certain energy. This energy has a profound impact on the Divine Matrix and therefore determines our life, moment, experience.
The ability to talk or communicate to the Divine Matrix is innate and everybody has it.
The system or the Matrix (referring to the movie The Matrix) surrounds us and has raped our consciousness. People’s consciousness has been violated so much that people have just forgotten how to talk to this energy field.
The synchronicity between our energy and the outer energy or Divine Matrix is our healing power.
Learning how to talk to this energy field determines our health and well-being.

numbing consciousness
Malcolm X speaks the truth in his speech “message to the grassroots”. Here he explains the difference between the house Negro and the field Negro. He highlights man’s numb consciousness. He goes deeper into the topic and uses a metaphor which depicts the wider picture of man in our society. Malcolm is referring to Afroamericans living in America who were kept under control. His speech applies to the entire humanity today. We are all filed Negroes today, no matter what colour our skin is. The system (religious uncle Toms) is controlling us. It is controlling our consciousness. We are on a roller coaster. Like Malcolm X says, we suffer peacefully. It is like when the dentist is going to pull your teeth out and your pain is attenuated through anaesthetic (Novocaine). You are bleeding everywhere. Yet, you are told to suffer peacefully.

“You bleed when the white man says bleed. You bite when the white man says bite. You bark when the white man says bark. If violence is wrong in America, then violence is wrong abroad.” -Malcolm X


Osho 1994, From Medication to Meditation, The Random House Group Limited, England.

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